I’m Only Young and Scatter Brained They Said

soldierveins:

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Life’s not so hard when you accept that nothing ever lasts.

But I almost cried when I realized I did not believe in heaven.

I’m getting better but I’m always worrying about the future.

My pride won’t allow for communication.

I’m harder than a man and you’d think that’s an innuendo

But oh no I just mean they fall in love like fools no matter how tough.

And that’s a thing I could never do.

Why do people only notice things when they’re gone

I always liked songs where I only understood the important lines.

Kind of like this life.

I don’t remember much about what I should’ve learned.

But I do remember something about gravity. 

And it left a feeling that was unsettling.

It’s like the universe just don’t want us to get any better. 

If my father ever taught me anything it’s that alcohol and ambition don’t make for success.

And they never walk fast enough and always cross against the light here.

That’s no way to live.

something i wrote. just some thoughts i had today. i didn’t know what to do with them. 

ravenfightertori:

thesincereautumn:

ravenfightertori:

I can’t wait for the day when I actually kill myself and they realize that I never was joking. You telling me to go die makes me want to even more.

Don’t talk like that. You are loved. And I sure as hell don’t want you to die. so there’s one person and there are plenty more.  you’ll get to tomorrow and it won’t be as hard as it is right now. i promise you that. just don’t listen to them. you’re stronger. 

Yeah I know :/ everything just sucks right now and I need to vent and I have no one.

well if you ever want to talk my inbox is always open. literally, you can just start venting.  it’s important because it would’ve been nice to have someone do that for me when my head was a mess. and there wasn’t. but if there had been i think i would’ve cried a little less. and maybe been a little better. so never hesitate. 

nikolaecuza:

danosaurs-and-philions:

im a bad person who thinks bad thoughts like ‘ew what is that girl wearing’ and then remember that im supposed to be positive about all things and then think ‘no she can wear what she wants, fuck what other people say damn girl u look fabulous’ and im just a teeny bit hypocritical tbh

I was always taught by my mother, That the first thought that goes through your mind is what you have been conditioned to think. What you think next defines who you are.

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ravenfightertori:

I can’t wait for the day when I actually kill myself and they realize that I never was joking. You telling me to go die makes me want to even more.

Don’t talk like that. You are loved. And I sure as hell don’t want you to die. so there’s one person and there are plenty more.  you’ll get to tomorrow and it won’t be as hard as it is right now. i promise you that. just don’t listen to them. you’re stronger. 

Baby Blue Sedan

Modest Mouse
Building Nothing Out of Something
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beachcommunity:

and it’s hard to be a human being
and it’s harder as anything else
and i’m lonesome when you’re around
and i’m never lonesome when i’m by myself
and i miss you when you’re around

worldpeaces:

cuddling is so perfect when you think about it because you get really close to someone you love and it’s like saying “hey human, theres a lot of humans in the world but you’re my human and i love you”

(via essence-of-paramore)